I am not one to suffer. I am no one who takes delight in being at someone's beck and call.
I am free. No one can hold me hostage with their indecisive bullshit. I know longer entertain double talk, wishes or manipulative tactics that keep me hoping for what never will be.
When you walk away from someone... shut the door. In time you will wish them well from another realm. They do not have to occupy your universe. You do not have to come running because they call. When you are dangled by a thread someone else holds, you are not free. They own you. Perhaps you like being owned, find out, ask yourself.What do your actions say? I do know that unfinished business is addictive. It gives you false hope... And it may make you feel noble. Maybe you want to feel like the bigger/better person by not slamming the door on someone else's bullshit. Maybe you just like the perpetual state of maybe/hope/possibility.
All I know is, I love the freedom I worked so hard to master. I love my ability to have peace in all areas of my life. And in having peace all I want is someone showing up peaceful.
Try this on... practice this thought: I want nothing but the best for you. May everything you ever wanted and dreamed for yourself manifest itself in your life. My part of your journey has ended. Your part in my story comes to an end. I have let go. And You have let go. Good bye.